I can't believe I haven't blogged since December.
I want to blog. I have lots of thoughts, lots to say. But I know how anything I say will come out sounding. My words will be some tribute to my negative thinking and I'll find myself wondering why anyone would ever read such a negative blog.
Negative thoughts are something I struggle with. Always have. Depression too. I've been depressed for quite some time now. Still struggling to get back into being some sort of productive human. I am productive I guess. I raise two kids alone so how could I not be? I go through the motions with no enjoyment of anything.